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Return to Me

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And there it was again, the troubling notion that I barely knew the people I loved.
Daddy's girl Rebecca Muir has long known exactly what she wants to do after high school: attend the prestigious architecture program at Columbia University, 3000 miles away from her home. But as the end of school nears, things are no longer so clear cut-she's just fallen in love with the perfect guy, Jackson; her dad has gotten a new job in New York, so her whole family is following her to the east coast; and she's having trouble ignoring her premonition that something terrible is coming.
And it soon becomes clear why: shortly after the move, her father reveals that he's leaving them, and Rebecca is left to pick up the pieces of her former life. When everything can change in an instant, Reb doesn't know what path to follow or whom to trust—and she must begin to search for what she really wants to do with her life.
Justina Chen, the acclaimed author of North of Beautiful, has created a moving and powerful story about the struggle that comes from betrayal, the uncertainty of life after high school, and the joy that ultimately comes from discovering what's truly in your heart.
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    • Publisher's Weekly

      November 26, 2012
      Chen (North of Beautiful) delivers an uplifting story of a teen whose sixth sense proves to be a blessing, not the curse she thinks. Recent high school graduate Reb Muir has a feeling of foreboding about her family’s decision to move from Seattle to New Jersey the summer before she is to attend Columbia University. Disaster comes in threes shortly after the move: Reb bombs an interview for an
      architectural internship; her father’s affair comes to light, further upending the family; and Reb questions her long-distance relationship with her boyfriend. At loose ends, Reb, her younger brother, and their mother take refuge with Grandpa George at a Hawaiian inn he’s built. There, Reb reconnects with her passions and dreams, learns to embrace her premonitions, and formulates an exciting new plan for herself. Celebrating the healing power of positive environments (exemplified by Reb’s passion for tree houses and other special spaces that can foster healing), Chen’s novel has a soothing aura that grows stronger as family members reunite and their hopes are realized. Ages 12–up. Agent: Steven Malk, Writers House.

    • AudioFile Magazine
      As this audiobook begins, Rebecca Muir lives in an almost perfect world. Her mother; her father, an architect; and her younger brother, who is writing a graphic novel, are vividly captured in Therese Plummer's lively narration. Reb's world crumbles, however, when she discovers her father, whom she has idolized, is having an affair. She's shaken by this betrayal and begins to question her own choices. Plummer's insight into the teenager's character portrays the depth and breadth of the emotional turmoil that now colors her world. As this coming-of-age story unfolds, Plummer's gifted portrayal of all of the characters will engage both young adult and adult listeners. E.E.S. (c) AudioFile 2013, Portland, Maine
    • School Library Journal

      March 1, 2013

      Gr 9 Up-Rebecca's father has a new job in New York and with Rebecca's imminent attendance at Columbia University, her mother decides to move the entire family to New Jersey from Washington. Rebecca has an overwhelming sense of foreboding and not just because she will be leaving her boyfriend behind. Shortly after moving, her father reveals that he is having an affair and is leaving her mother. Rebecca's whole world is thrown into chaos and she is no longer sure of what she wants. As she struggles to forgive her father, she forms new relationships with her maternal grandparents, brother, and mother. She learns to embrace her intuition and be true to herself. The author sensitively writes of the heartbreak involved in a betrayal of family without skipping any of the more gritty parts. Readers will feel the characters' pain as they are carried along with the engaging plotline. The story does bog down a bit in the abundance of healing and growth metaphors, but the conclusion is particularly satisfying.-Mindy Whipple, West Jordan Library, UT

      Copyright 2013 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

    • Kirkus

      December 1, 2012
      A teen psychic learns to embrace her visions after her father breaks up their family. Reb is just about to start as a freshman at Columbia when her father announces that he wants a divorce. The teen believes that this must be a result of the family curse that mandates all the women on her mom's side to end up alone because of their precognitive abilities. Reb has squashed her own visions after a near-death experience as a child, but she now finds herself seeking them out as she tries to help her mom through the breakup, navigate her own relationship with a too-good-to-be-true boy and decide if she will go to college or take a gap year to follow her love of creating intimate architectural spaces. Her mother and grandmother dole out inspirational platitudes like, "Inertia. Sometimes moving is the hardest thing to do," and, "Forgiveness is a process, and sometimes it's an entire life's work." These often make this earnest and plodding character study of three generations of women trying to discover and live their passions read more like a self-help book than a novel. While this may have bibliotherapeutic value for older teens who are struggling with big life decisions, most readers in search of a good story would be better off sticking with the author's solid earlier work. Disappointing. (Paranormal fiction. 13 & up)

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    • Booklist

      January 1, 2013
      Grades 8-12 Rebecca Muir ( Rebel to her boyfriend) comes from a family of psychic women whose marriages never succeed. Reb is eager to begin studying architecture at Columbia, leaving her domineering mother behind in Washington. But troubling visions of wailing women and intense sorrow are confirmed when she learns that her beloved father is leaving the family for another woman. With the help of her devoted boyfriend, architect mentors, and her family, Rebel constructs a happy ending for herself, embracing her psychic gift and finding success as a tree house architect. Readers interested in New Age philosophy will enjoy the healing sanctuary in Hawaii; Reb's theories on colors, auras, and tree houses; and the grandmother's psychic healing tours. Despite these trappings, what drives Rebel's story is her search for a meaningful life, a theme that will resonate with most teens pondering college and beyond. The plot resolutions are a little too tidy, and characterization is sometimes scant, but as New Age comfort food, Chen's (North of Beautiful, 2009) latest work is a satisfying read about family betrayals, ties, and acceptance.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2013, American Library Association.)

    • The Horn Book

      July 1, 2013
      Reb is about to move to NYC to pursue her dream at Columbia University's architecture school, and her family decides to move with her. Then Reb starts to get premonitions that something horrible is going to occur (she's right). Her supernatural abilities don't contribute in a meaningful way to the unfocused plot; the story may appeal to teens also facing adult decisions.

      (Copyright 2013 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)

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  • Lexile® Measure:870
  • Text Difficulty:4-5

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